{"id":2730,"date":"2018-11-05T19:53:19","date_gmt":"2018-11-06T00:53:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dancingcavy.com\/mysterisa\/?p=2730"},"modified":"2018-11-05T20:43:50","modified_gmt":"2018-11-06T01:43:50","slug":"the-journey-continues","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/dancingcavy.com\/mysterisa\/2018\/11\/05\/the-journey-continues\/","title":{"rendered":"The Journey Continues"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_2731\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"http:\/\/dancingcavy.com\/mysterisa\/2018\/11\/05\/the-journey-continues\/goorange-3-15-08\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2731\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2731\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/dancingcavy.com\/mysterisa\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/GoOrange-3-15-08-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-2731\" srcset=\"http:\/\/dancingcavy.com\/mysterisa\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/GoOrange-3-15-08-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/dancingcavy.com\/mysterisa\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/GoOrange-3-15-08-150x100.jpg 150w, http:\/\/dancingcavy.com\/mysterisa\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/GoOrange-3-15-08.jpg 650w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2731\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">You may not be physically with me anymore, Risa, but you were such a part of me that you&#8217;ll never be truly gone.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>It&#8217;ll be 4 weeks tomorrow since I said our final &#8220;good bye.&#8221;  It seems like no time at all and an eternity all at once.  I&#8217;ve handled your passing better than I thought I would.  Probably because I knew it was coming and had been mourning you for months prior to that final decision.  Also because I knew it was the right choice for you.  Even though I don&#8217;t think either of us was ready for it.  I&#8217;m thankful I had a couple days to spend some special time with you and take you some places.  And spoil you with food.  Life&#8217;s cruelest joke to you: your love of food and your inability to eat so much of it without it destroying your gut!  But you had some apple, a donut from a local bakery (not from Dunkin!), some pizza, cheese, hot dog (the local specialty), tons of McDonalds fries, and a bowl of chocolate chip ice cream before you passed from this life.<\/p>\n<p>I still mourn for you.  I miss kissing you between the eyes, rubbing your ears, and rolling the excess of neck skin you had between my fingers.  I miss how good it felt to wrap my arms around your chest and hug you even if you weren&#8217;t always as into it as I was.  I miss your smile; it never ceased to warm my heart and was your best feature.  I miss everything you were to me.  I know Kyu misses you too.  He worshiped the ground you walked on since the day he arrived.<\/p>\n<p>I sent a small donation to the shelter I adopted you from to help other dogs find their special person (or people).  And I fully intend to do exactly what I did while you were still here to honor what you were to me.  I will continue to support pet rescue.  I will continue to teach dog training classes so that people can have great relationships with their dogs like the one we shared.  I will again open my home to foster rescue dogs to help them find their perfect family.  Everything you taught me will be passed on.  It&#8217;s the best way I can honor you.<\/p>\n<p>I hope, someday, I can have such a close relationship with another dog.  Ours was close by necessity; I had to know you intimately to help you learn to cope with the world.  Through that necessity, I learned that the best way to train any dog is by discovering what they need and listening to them.  That we&#8217;re both a part of the process and communication goes both ways.  I&#8217;ve still got a long way to go on my journey. . .but you started me in the right direction.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you, again, for everything.<\/p>\n<p><i>&#8220;It well may be that we will never meet again in this lifetime.  So let me say before we part.  So much of me is made of what I learned from you. You&#8217;ll be with me like a hand print on my heart.  And now, whatever way our stories end, I know you have rewritten mine by being my friend.&#8221;<\/i> <b>For Good<\/b> &#8211;Wicked<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;ll be 4 weeks tomorrow since I said our final &#8220;good bye.&#8221; It seems like no time at all and an eternity all at once. 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